Dimpled Dialectic

Wayne Koestenbaum

yearning to film a dandelion

the psychiatrist invited me to an orgy in his new sober house

long kiss in front of the disapproving wounded subject

fear he will compile an obscene book from our chats

and then she died

eleven years ago when she still had a reputation

watercoloring the piazza

after your ballet fiasco

nylon stockings de trop on tanned legs

urinating on your laziness as if to neutralize a jellyfish bite

hosanna to the undertaker

the remembered aperture

pocking my consciousness

dimpled like an envelope vase or a pinch pot

promise me you won’t stay in the smelly hotel

what kind of incest pudding do I expect in my bowl

the wanderer has sun on his hind legs it says in the daybook