A One Won

Prageeta Sharma

             In it I found that the political discourse would love its ethical moon. 

A wonderment. A one sum. 

Bewitching affinities built upon antinomies.
                        Abstract, an expression, a wool cap 
of ornament for the sake of weather.  

Loving him helpless anew helped. Loving her helplessly anew helped.  

Leaving it all behind helplessly helped.  

Building around the moribund became a kind of blessing. 

                                        I left constituents around the number one, and I won,  
                           and I felt simple or glad,  

or finally, incandescent, and comfortably large in my honesty, a kind of hanging of the rituals,
the clothes, the sense of living in them upright. 

                              I felt trouble pinging from my thumb muscles but I ignored the throb. 

I looked out and out into a dense and driven fog and said goodbye to its flavor.  

I said goodbye to more than ten years of saying Will you please love me? 

I wanted to birth a kind of abstract expressionism of the merely objective  
and the racialized lover of things.  

Onement or ornament or I won an ornament or I loved an ornament
and the onement of myself resolved. I resolved and thus I became into myself a one 

that I thought would never be allowed.  

And I moved outside of the fog into a place that signified art.