on the first anniversary of the New York lockdown
history's toe is no marvel
no orchestra darkens its helmet
its hissing city
hisses too
discover this: this
far from sound color
retreats, a poached touch may
throb in dreams and nothing violate
the haywire exterior
well, Mary, better let it,
and elongate like a mushroom
in the rented patch
your own life's dark
for the old speeds still appall
no vicious crystals go
no feeding only talking at the trough
remember kissing
remember just sitting there
now I crack eggs, gas a roach, read, steam
like a horse in slush
